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Originally Posted by ThePrimerSuspect
oh believe me, i work my balls off. i have been for the last 10 years. i got my first job at 13 and havent stopped since. its just that lately, i have no desire to get out of bed in the morning. the amount of bull**** i have to deal with compared to the amount of money i make, just isnt worth it to me anymore. not to mention it raises my stress level and then i go home and im always pissed off and take it out on the people around me. ive said it before, its pretty defeating to know that i spent x-amount of money on school, spend 10 hours a day at a job that i hate, to see some jerkoff who knows half as much as me making double the hours at almost double my hourly rate because he is married into the family. and this isnt a small company. i think we have 10 or so dealers. i had my heart set on becoming a cop pretty much my entire life. my dad kinda talked me out of it so i went to school for electrical and then automotive. now ive been in the field for about 4 years now and im burnt out. thats pretty ****in bad. so now i have shifted my focus on getting back in shape so i can get into the academy. but now thats kind of a bad thing because since thats my main focus, i cant concentrate on my job.
my boss says to me a couple weeks ago "your production numbers are down" and im thinking to myself "well no **** cuz, in my head, i quit this job like a month ago".
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I hear ya. I had a job like that. It got to the point where I would get up, dressed, then drive to work and upon arriving I would actually have to convince myself to get out of the car and walk in the front door, instead of turing around and going back home and saying the hell with it.
Im my opinion, when you have to convince yourself to walk through the door, its time to go. And thats exactly what I did. Keep looking man, find something, then say "buh bye" to the people and place where you're at now.