[trista]

i wanna just give you huge hug. I know it's the worst feeling ever :c But try not to let your emotions get the best of you right now. Just take a couple deep breaths and try and calm down. She's obviously going through something as stated above.. And distance is a really hard thing to deal with regardless, been there done that. Even if worst comes to worst, focus on school for a bit. Get your life straightened out, then over time you're going to have so much more to offer someone. If someone said that to me i'd be thinking " I don't freaking care, i just want so and so in my life, i'll make it work" but try and pull yourself out of the picture, and look at it. You want someone stable in your life, someone who isn't going to make you worry about just up and leaving. A strong relationship that can withstand distance, which is so rare and hard to come by. But you'll find it, on day you will.
but for now. try to busy yourself. do nottttt dwell on it. you don't wanna be in a state of depression, or you'll start questioning evveryything :/ and we wanna keep you happy. if you wanna talk about it feel free to contact me whichever way.