[omgjacki]

I've been trying to be happy in my relationship for too long and I've learned the hard way that it's not possible, no matter how much I love him and everytime we tried to move forward I got even more frustrated because that's more responsibility and more things that need to be worried about. As much as he thinks I might be ready, I'm not. I'm only 20 years old. I need to worry about nothing but school right now.