yeah...
so, right now you're considering proposing to a woman. which, is basically a promise to her, not only love her, but to take care of her. to provide for her and any potential children. yet, you've no means to provide anyway.
get yourself a job first, keep it for a few months and save up some money. prove that you can provide her with a life, not a ball and chain. then propose... and hopefully by then you've got an idea of your own on how to do that.
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